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“ I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it. ”

Audrey Hepburnjeralyndwile)

oh hello there, 22.

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happy birthday dear!

“ Whatever it is, if it doesn’t make you happy, walk away, give it away to someone else who wants it. Let it be their next dream; let it flee from you. You’re emptying out your limitations when you do that. Then you have room to grow, to allow magnificent things to fill the vacuum of those seemingly empty places. When you hold onto yesterday, when you hold onto dead and dying adventures, you have no room in your box for greatness. ”

Ramtha (via scout) (via unicornology) (via thresca) (via justlia) (via jeralyndwile)

If life was easy...

jeralyndwile:

…would you not have character because you wouldn’t know what it would be like to struggle?

….would your relationships be stagnant because you never felt growth?

….would your heart be lazy, without emotion because it knew no toil?

Perhaps we’ll never know. But one thing for sure is, some days you just wish life was carefree and easy.

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

mascarah:

Ben Harper - By My Side

One of my favorites…definitely a track on the soundtrack of my life.

I was just listening to this on the way home from the beach. All of him, actually. love it.

“ When I met you I thought: “This girl has beauty, fiercely intense passion, and a soothing blanket of kindness to kind of wrap it all together- and with all that: she wants to change the world and won’t let anyone or anything stand in her way.” And so, I didn’t. ”

Someone.

About me and why it never worked out.

i miss my little girl. she lives with me and i STILL never see her. i cant imagine how much my heart would break if i leave.

i miss my little girl. she lives with me and i STILL never see her. i cant imagine how much my heart would break if i leave.

Trust the flick?

I need an external hard drive. I have NO memory left on the laptop. BUT for right now I have zero time and 2 full memory cards in my camera. Is it safe to trust flickr to keep the original size etc. of my photos for right now until I get my backup?

I’m no usually this uneducated but I’ve just never dabbled in photo sharing/storing websites.

So a friend asks me to bartend a party in the Hampton’s on Saturday- no problem. I had no idea what I had gotten myself into until I pulled up to a giant castle (literally, a castle) on the water in Watermill. And then I saw them - gigantic stuffed bunny rabbits - tied to the trees in S & M outfits - positioned on the lawn so that they are doing lewd acts to each other. From that point on, my jaw was dropped to the floor - for the rest of the evening.
We continue to walk thru the garage (not a normal garage) - it was an overly decorated entrance to the house complete with sex swings, bondage equipment and topped with all the glorious castle decorations one little boy dreaming to be a king could ever imagine (possibly bigger than my house). We stumble upon boxes filled with bunny ears, sex toys, whips, and fuzzy handcuffs.
The party was thrown by a man named Sir Ivan - if you look him up, you’ll understand where the insanity of this themed party comes from. It was a birthday party for the multi-billionaires girlfriend. It was unlike anything I had EVER been subjected to, and yes, the funniest. I couldn’t take many pictures because he wouldn’t exactly allow it - although, there were about 3 film crews there getting the entire event on tape.
No one was allowed in without some kind of lingerie on - men too. If you didn’t have it on at the gate- security made you take your clothes off. Safe to say, I had never seen so many naked people in one nite.

So a friend asks me to bartend a party in the Hampton’s on Saturday- no problem. I had no idea what I had gotten myself into until I pulled up to a giant castle (literally, a castle) on the water in Watermill. And then I saw them - gigantic stuffed bunny rabbits - tied to the trees in S & M outfits - positioned on the lawn so that they are doing lewd acts to each other. From that point on, my jaw was dropped to the floor - for the rest of the evening.

We continue to walk thru the garage (not a normal garage) - it was an overly decorated entrance to the house complete with sex swings, bondage equipment and topped with all the glorious castle decorations one little boy dreaming to be a king could ever imagine (possibly bigger than my house). We stumble upon boxes filled with bunny ears, sex toys, whips, and fuzzy handcuffs.

The party was thrown by a man named Sir Ivan - if you look him up, you’ll understand where the insanity of this themed party comes from. It was a birthday party for the multi-billionaires girlfriend. It was unlike anything I had EVER been subjected to, and yes, the funniest. I couldn’t take many pictures because he wouldn’t exactly allow it - although, there were about 3 film crews there getting the entire event on tape.

No one was allowed in without some kind of lingerie on - men too. If you didn’t have it on at the gate- security made you take your clothes off. Safe to say, I had never seen so many naked people in one nite.

“ Finally, I have the life I have always wanted; and now, when I open the paper and study the engagement pages, read about the girls in their late twenties getting married, my heart goes out to them, and I pray they are doing it for the right reasons and not because they worry they are going to be left behind. I pray they are doing it because they have found someone they cherish, who they can grow old with, whom they truly love, and not just because they are reaching their sell-by date and have found someone who has asked. Simply being loved, I discovered, is not enough. ”

Marrying Mr Wrong

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Thoughts snatched right from my head.

“ For the first time, I could see the relationship was over. Like a balloon slipping through a child’s hand. Up, up, then it’s gone. Nothing to do but watch it vanish. Still, I loved that balloon. ”

Honeymoon with My Brother (via jackieheartsb)

“ When you are doing the work you are meant to do, it feels right. Feelings are really your GPS system for life. Check your ego at the door and check your gut instead…Every wrong decision was the result of me not listening to my voice. If it doesn’t feel right, don’t do it. ”

Oprah Winfrey in her Commencement address for Stanford University